Hello, everyone.
I do not mean to bother you all but I want to apologize for my previous behavior and the way I acted in the original wiki chat many years ago when I used my original account, RealGameTime. If you are not aware with what I did on the wiki, in 2016, I joined the former wiki chat with a few of my online friends and typed in all capital letters to annoy people despite the staff telling me not to do so and I got rightfully banned from the chat for an hour. I then made a blog post claiming that I typed in all capital letters because my keyboard was awful but I was lying and wasn’t honest as I typed in all capital letters to be annoying in the chat when I should have listened to others and stopped my insufferable behavior.
I’m sorry for being terrible and irritating in the chat at the time and I’m also sorry for thinking that it was ever okay to rudely behave like that back then as no one deserved any of my mistreatment in the chat. I never should have been disrespectful towards everyone in the original wiki chat and I hate how I lied about my computer being broken when it wasn’t since I wish I was more understanding, kinder and mature to you all back then. I should have used basic common sense, understand the situation I caused, and treating other people with actual respect since I idiotically wanted to get reactions from others in which I did not do anyone in the chat any favors for wanting to doing so. I treated you all awfully with my behavior by not stopping as how I lied afterwards was my stupid and neglectful choice to not challenge myself and honestly admit that I was wrong to annoy people in the chat. I pathetically lied to excuse my careless behavior and ignored you all when I faced criticism from the staff in the chat and the reality of my behavior which was unacceptable and immature since I was the problem in the situation I caused.
I apologize that the people who were in the chat with me at the time had to wait so long for this apology as it is long overdue and I should have honestly and properly apologized and acknowledged my terrible behavior towards you all chat years ago. I take full responsibility and accountability for my disrespectful behavior in the chat and I have no ill will towards anyone on this wiki since my actions are not anyone’s fault except for my own and you all deserved better treatment and respect from me. I do want to clarify that I was 13 when I was in the chat as I acted extremely immature and childish and was saying things that made no sense at the time. However, my rude actions must not excused simply just because of my young age at the time and that I lied since my past behavior is still inexcusable and I’m not going to sugarcoat it. It was wrong to ever act that way in the chat and I also apologize for acting horribly towards the people who wanted to genuinely confront me and my terrible behavior within the wiki chat at the time.
I fully understand if you all hate me still as I deserve it I receive since I am not asking for forgiveness nor for you all to accept my apology. I do mean every word in this apology and I do not want to excuse myself for my stupid and irritating behavior towards others on the old wiki chat as I will make sure to be completely honest and never act like how I did in the past to you all and anyone else ever again. Once again, I truly do apologize for my behavior within the original wiki chat in the past. Thank you for reading.